I know I m not as outstanding as other people , I know I m not beautiful as other girls , I know I m not smart...... But I know all that I have is my own strong belief .
I m a kind of person who will take the bad stuff as invisible ashes ...
I have faced a lot of bad experience in my life . I was being mocked by others because my appearance or my weird behavior .
But i m trying to change . I m trying to be ....like a gentle ,sweet ,talented girl .
I m clumsy and impulsive . I will always nervous when I face problem although i know it is useless to solve it .
From what I have encountered in my short life , I realise that the best way to solve problem is
STAY CALM!!! then try to figure out the best solution to tackle it .
I learnt the lesson when i was working . After I graduated from stpm , I began to start my work TO EARN $$$
My first work was becoming an event crew in BIG BAD WOLF BOOK SALE in The Mines .
Well ,
I must admit that this is the MOST DIFFICULT/ STRESSFUL /HARDEST/ job that I have ever done in my life
Because I was very unlucky , threw into department which was having miles of work .
Thus , NIGHTMARE BEGINS.
Over 12 hours working time , we had to carry the SUPER HEAVY big pile of books ,shifting from here to there . The DEVIL LEADER /BOSS shouted at us because our progress was slow.
This is the first time in my life I feel that I was being treated as a ROBOTIC WORKER , no ermm.. SLAVE!!
Not only me , but i think everyone who work in the department also suffer a lot . My pretty perfect leg had a lot of BRUISES .My friend even complained to me that her arm was SWOLLEN due to congest by blood ...WAHAHAHA
Apart from works , I faced a lot of problem ..friendship...worst relationship with my working partners .
I knew some of them did not like me ...well ...maybe bc of my clumsy working attitude ,my appearance,my weird behavior ? I m not clear about it ..but i did not want to figure out . I don't want to do something that will make me DEPRESS. I just tried my best to ignore the bad situation, work hard to handle the stress . I knew there were some ppl can't tahan stress , so they left their work in the middle.
I remembered that I was being scolded by boss because I did some mistakes in my work .
He shouted at me ：“PLEASE USE YOUR BRAIN ! DON'T ACT LIKE STUPID !"in front of my team mate,in front of everyone.
I already don't remember how I face him. My thought was in chaotic . I just tried hard to endure my emotion , continue to complete my work.
I cried so hard when I reached home , so hard that I can't even finish my dinner . I was already full of drinking my tears. I suffered insomnia again at night .
Nobody accompany me . No friend comfort me . I faced my sadness alone .
I told myself thousand times , BE PATIENCE / TOLERANCE / You have to work till the end to get the reward that you want。
Everyday I countdown till the end of working day. Finally I had finished the work !! HOORAY
Quite PROUD of myself .
Well , it is indeed an incredible experience in my working life. First time I was being scolded by BOSS STUPID.......GG
i will learnt from this lesson , THINK and always BE CAREFUL before you do to prevent unnecessary mistakes in yr work.
不出錯的人生就是最大的錯誤
你犯錯因為你年輕，但是你不可以因為年輕而放縱自己犯錯
I hope that I can become a perfect human being with zero mistakes , well it is impossible ...but at least minimize the mistake that I have done in future.
First time I knew the meaning of 血汗錢 after 1 month I received my salary .
It was really money filled with my blood and tears ,LOL
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